“Every time that I think I’m doing good, something small happens and my whole world falls apart again.”— 15:15 (via brokenandinvisible)
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i really wish i was in bed with you. not just to fool around but to just be there. being able to feel your skin against mine. i love waking up next to you and letting you in. i love that feeling of closeness we share when you let me lay my head on your chest or when i let you lay your head on mine. the pounding heart beat that sends little butterflies to my stomach every time my ear is pressed up against your chest making me realize that its not a dream you are real. then being falling asleep with you… its the best thing ever. its the only time i can actually sleep without any fear whatsoever the only time i feel so safe and not alone in my own room. being asleep next to you would mean that I’m not sleeping with my laptop like i do when we are apart, sleeping with you means that i can roll over and cling closely to you while you wrap yourself around me. sleeping with you is better than any sort of reward or sex that anyone can ever imagine. falling asleep with you means that we argue but we make up that we have days that we aren’t our best but are willing to still continue on with each other being able to let you be with me when we are both at our most vulnerable. giggling because you snore and giving you the best morning kisses means that i can look forward to that when i close my eyes and let sweet darkness take over, knowing that even though we all are alone, i can wake up knowing that I’m not.